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Funny Funny God
So, my day was legitimately defunct today. But, we serve a funny funny God. Sometimes I think my tears of sorrow will never stop only to find myself laughing. You know, I am passionate about...
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This Beautiful Mess We’ve Made
I have struggled since November with some sort of elusive illness. It has attacked my left shoulder and elbow. It has gone into my chest and back on that side. It has since traveled to my other...
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Things Have A Way Of Happening
This post is very difficult for me. I am trying to not disclose what the real deal is. I lost my car this week. The red wiggles van. We are downsizing. I am very sad to say goodbye to the only new...
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When It Looks Like Your Kid Is Givin Up The Ghost
So, today was a routine MRI to check for new brain cancer in John John. We have had so many debacles with the hospital. They classified him for general anesthesia only. Uh…..no….that is not happening....
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That Pesky MRI Dance
This summer is almost over. It is hard to believe. Two weeks from tomorrow and I will be taking those cheesy first day of school photos. So, I will start with the big news. STABLE MRI! Whoah, slow that...
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How Are You? I Am Fine…
I have been noticeably absent for the last few months. It seems that the complexities of my life have engulfed me, chewed me up, and spit me out. Exhaustion and apathy have won. The veritable pace I...
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Mom, I Made This For You
My postings have been a bit raw lately. It has actually been a very good summer. I love it when the kids make things for me at school. I save everything. Well, one day John John gave me this ripped up...
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To All The PT,OT, And Caregivers
There is this horrible ripping apart of our families, friends, children, and spouses when our children are diagnosed with cancer. My son has brain cancer. He was 3 when he was diagnosed. I moved into...
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Turn Around
In March of 2011, our son James died at 22 weeks gestation. He died. He was to be our third child. Hope, John, and James. John and James were called the sons of thunder in the bible. When we chose his...
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When I was 14 My parents let me date a boy. Tommy. He was sweet and I had no clue what it meant. It meant kisses and hugs. All the things I was starving for. I met Tommy at the skating rink. I had no...
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